The Ghost I've Become - Behind The Curtain

Pale reflection
Azure sky
Gazing at me
Bereft eyes

A lost connection
Azure sky
Gazing at me
Bereft eyes

Now
I cannot flee anymore
As the end is near
Here

Life under the darkened veil
Under the shades, as someone else
To see life fading away, tearing apart

So still, so silent
So close from relief
Someone pull of this veil
I don't want to be a reflection only I can see

I don't want to live as the ghost I've become

I don't want to know whats there when the curtains fall
What there awaits me, what have I become

Here I stand
Devoid of life
Crimson blood
I hold dear

How close
I once held you in
My grasp now forever gone

So still, so silent (so serene to me)
So close from relief (this edge, one step)
Someone pull of this veil
I don't want to be a reflection only I can see

As I fall, beautiful is the rage of the sea
Embracing, into the cradle closing in
My mind is free, my soul exposing

So still, so silent (so serene to me)
So close from relief (this edge, one step)
Someone pull of this veil
I don't want to be a reflection only I can see

I don't want to live as the ghost I've become